. 26 years old . singapore .
. music lover . loves movies n dramas . reading .
. singing . cycling . pool . travelling . sleeping .
. emotional . worrier . shy . adventurous . weird, lol .
Monday, June 26, 2006
i miss you
it was the first weekend we didn't spend with each other
there was a constant battle within me
so is this it? can't we work it out?
should i just let go? can't we compromise?
i had no answers, neither did you
the past 2 days were excruciating
lying in bed, spacing out
eyes red, tears running down
i fall asleep from mental exhaustion
i told myself i would probably be fine after some time
i told myself not to contact you
but i guess my heart won over my mind
the things you messaged me last nite weren't comforting
i got worried
i had difficulty sleeping
i didn't know if i should go see you
woke up from a terrible nightmare feeling very scared
i decided to go, it took me alot of courage
i was afraid the nightmare may come true
but yet, i had to make sure you were alright
it was a sigh of relief to see you sleeping soundly
i fought within
if i should leave the breakfast on the table and go off
i'm glad i didn't
holding you in my arms, with tears running down
i realised how much i miss you
i don't know if we can work things out
this time, i'm going with my heart again
i wanna give it another try
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i know many of you are very concerned about me
i'm so grateful to be blessed with so many people who love me
you know who u r, n i know u'll always be there for me
love u all loads n loads n loads
MUARKZ
listening to: butch walker - promise
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