. 26 years old . singapore .
. music lover . loves movies n dramas . reading .
. singing . cycling . pool . travelling . sleeping .
. emotional . worrier . shy . adventurous . weird, lol .
Tuesday, May 30, 2006
Love-Hate Relationship...
with the stock market
i went to dabble in the stock market immediately when i turned 21
i was so enthusiastic
got burnt terribly during the sept 11 incident
lost interest then
well, also because i have got no money already, haha
i started dabbling again recently
got influenced by b, heee
i hate it when i lose money
i hate it when i sell making a small profit
but it just goes up, up n up the following days
which means i have no share in the additional profit
grrrrr....
i love to monitor the market every single day
especially those i've just sold
wishing they've all dropped
proving i've made the right decision selling it off at the right time
i love to see the volatility
i hate credit limits
i hate it when i make a right deduction
but then i can't buy coz i've reached my credit limit
next day..
i feel like killing myself again and burning down my brokerage firm
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2:56 PM
Monday, May 22, 2006
My 'Moments'
i don't like to be caught in between my partner and my friends
i don't like last minute changes
i don't like being caught unprepared
i don't like being late
sometimes i feel
no one cares
no one bothers
no one listens
no one compromises
with me...
i wanna feel being cared for too
i am but a normal human like you all are
i need to feel appreciated for my givings as well
i don't think i'm asking for too much
i have my mood swings at times
i have these 'moments' now and then
i am fine now
i do not speak what's on my mind straight out
i don't even talk much to begin with
i know that's a problem
i am working on it
i am trying...
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1:55 PM
Technology & An Idiot
met up w the gers on thurs evening for a ktv session. i dropped by the library before that and passed b my mobile phone, coz b's mobile was flat. i reached the ktv place at 6.45pm n asked for the room no our reservation was made under. he said room 48 n mentioned no one was here yet when asked. so i went in n sang alone first... 7pm... 7.15pm... 7.30pm... still no one!! the room wasn't reserved under my name, n i was afraid the others didn't know and couldn't check from the counter, so now n then, i kept going out to see if they're here already.
7.45pm... i didn't have my mobile, so i went to the counter n asked to borrow their phone. they unwillingly agreed n asked for the number to dial :S y can't i dial the number myself?! anyway, i could only remember ling's no., but the line was engaged. so i decided to call b to ask for zhen's number, but the line got cut off after a while. i was done with the waiting n decided to leave. i asked for the bill, the guy asked his manager n it was decided that there's no need for me to pay since i've only been there for awhile. that was nice of them :)
n so, feeling pissed with the whole wide world, i left looking for a pay phone. there were just so few pay phones around! n every booth i went seemed to be in use or spoilt. i'm surprised actually, how come there's still people using pay phones nowadays?? there were even Qs lor! how come huh?! everyone lost their mobile phones?! anyway, i finally found one at paragon, n called b. i asked for zhen's contact n then called zhen. then did i know, they were in room 19!!! n they have been there since 6.30pm!! so what does tis mean?!?!!? the fella at the counter made a mistake n sent me to another room, while my friends were in yet another room!! grrrrrr... i bet the gers must have thought that i'm with b, n taking my own sweet time making my way to the ktv
u know, now with technology, we're so dependent on them. its like when i'm without my mobile, there's just tat handful of numbers i remember lor!! n i feel so lost not being able to make a call as n when i like. but all in all, who's to blame for tis episode? the idiotic fella at the counter!! i so feel like murdering him!! grrrrr.....
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1:35 PM
Tuesday, May 16, 2006
i love my gf to the core
i love my BB so much... i let her write on my blog cos she needs a break from her revision.
i wan to delete the entry she wrote, but she doesn't allow me to. she's sitting beside me,
eating cuttlefish and doin
her revision now.
tis is just so her.
up until now, she's never failed to crack me up with all types of gimmicks up her sleeves, and that's what i
like about her, keke.
then again, she's alwaz saying i'm as fat as
a pig... sobz
the end
:)*red font written by b*white font written by jer
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8:06 PM
Monday, May 15, 2006
expectations and disappointments
expectations are the start of disappointments
at least, when they're not met
that is why i've learnt not to expect too much, especially in relationships
it helps, coz even when a small gesture which u weren't expecting is made
it makes u happy
disappointed yet again
a 2nd trip we were planning for is cancelled
i've even done all the research already
all gone down the drain...
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2:05 PM
Event-ful...
the past week was filled with many occasions which made me feel pretty broke.
it was mother's day of coz, and my vain mother wanted me to get her an osim uzap!! sigh... n so, i did. well, a consolation is i can also use it when i'm at home, heeee
bro celebrated carris' bday with a bbq at east coast park. i bought her a detox supplement thingy which bro told me she had been eyeing for awhile but never got it coz she thinks its too expensive. was supposed to go down with gary, but when i reached there n called him, he said he'll be late by an hour! humph! no point asking him to come down anymore since i'm not staying for too long. so i went there solo, hung around for 5-10 mins and left, keke. felt like a fairfield alumni gathering! well, mostly r my bro's frenz, some of whom i know lar. i get comments like, 'woah, u lost weight hor', 'oh yeah, ryan n his sis used to alwaz fight n quarrel when they were younger', hahha. best was from sabrina, 'hey, u leaving already? but i have yet to conspire with ur bro and figure some ways to tease u!'. haha, it feels kinda nice tat nite, though only for a short while. brings back memories of the sec sch days. sigh, it was sooo fun n carefree then, other than during the exams period lar.
last nite, attended jo's wedding. my ex hubby is married!! woah, she's the loudest n most chor lor bride i've seen. going around shouting n hitting ppl, haha. well, that's just the way she is, and that's her special traits, without them, it just won't be the joelle i know. don't know dixon very well, but he seems to sayang her quite abit, so i'm happy for her :) and surprise surprise, i bumped into a sec sch classmate whom i haven't seen for 4-5 years!! he happens to be dixon's good fren. quite embarassing actually, i asked him how come he never bring his wife, that's when he told me they've divorced and he's single now. oppss!
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1:39 PM
Monday, May 08, 2006
Had a fun weekend
the past weekend was a break from our usual 'revision weekend'.
fri nite, b wanted to go check out the rally at serangoon. woah, it was crowded like hell. the jam was terrible, n the carparks were full! in the end, i parked along a pedestrian crossing, haha. not like anyone would care, since both sides of the road were parked with vehicles! the stadium was filled, even the outside perimeter was so blardy crowded. we squeezed our way into the stadium nonetheless, so many people, so much noise, so hot, so itchy, so muddy. well, as u can tell, it wasn't a good experience for me, haha. think b kinda like the experience, other than having her new white sneakers getting a lil dirty.
sat was spent meeting up w b's sec/jc mates as one of them was getting married. just lunch, coffee n some catching up. then to suntec, when we decided not to study for the day :P shop a lil coz i needed to find something to wear for jo's wedding dinner tis coming sunday. but then, found nothing suitable. spent the next 2hrs or so at starbucks. i was people-watching, stoning n sleeping while b was busy reading the papers abt the election. aiyo, election election election, how boring. i m sooo not interested in politics. later on, we went to watch MI 3. the plot n action, not bad lar, pretty entertaining. i must say, maggie q is sooo droolsome, heh!
sun was doggie day! we went to the dog show organised by the singapore kennel club held at sg expo. woah, alot of different breeds! b will be telling me, tis is wat breed wat breed, so many! i can't remember! lots of people asked to take photo with memphis n to pat him. haha, wat a big husky they would say, but in actual fact, he's just fat :P i like the retreivers n terriers best! the corgi is rather cute actually. b still likes the bulldogs n pugs, those 'face smelly smelly' ones, kekeke. but of coz, our fav would still have to be these 2 doggies... *smiles*
next we went to east coast park to makan, walk walk, n to brush memphis. look at the amount of fur we brushed off...
we had 2 full bags of it!
went home to bathe the dogs n then finally, we could rest! phew! my car is still full of fur now, gotta go clean it up in awhile :(
all in all, it was a great weekend. more outings to come in june, after the exams! yayyy!!:))
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1:01 PM
I need to boost my memory - part 2
more happenings...
- i forgot to wind up my car window on my driver's side, n i left the car in an open car park for abt 2 hrs!
- i forgot to lock the car, n i left it in an open carpark for the whole nite!!!
nuff' said, i've lost my brain *SOBZ*
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to
spunkymonkee - happy birthday!! more great music to come!!
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12:45 PM
Friday, May 05, 2006
My Days & Nites
the days seem so long when i'm slacking in the office
while the nites seem so short when i spend them with u
well... other than when i'm trying real hard to stay awake while u do your revision
and especially when we refuse to get outta bed the next day
:P
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4:37 PM
I need to boost my memory
my memory has been lagging for the past 2 weeks. i seem to be v.blur and forgetful. b has started calling me a bimbo :( just to name a few incidents...
- seem to forget to bring/take something every single day!
- bump my head when getting out of the car (twice)
- posted a document without signing it
- lost my atm card
- knocking against or going up a curb when driving (twice)
- attaching photos one by one to an email instead of zipping them up in a folder
i wonder what has happened to my brain. is it on strike or has it malfunctioned? i think i need to eat stuff to build it up again, blueberries, fish, cod liver oil, n god knows what else. sigh....
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i'm not alone after all. when i went to the bank earlier on...
me: hi, i'll like to have a replacement for my lost atm card
teller: *looks blankly at me* .............................
me: ermmm, so what do u need? my ic??
teller: .... yah. y do u need a replacement?
me: huh? i lost it lor.
DUH
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4:09 PM
we had 2 full bags of it!